Take care

well Drizzy's new album 'Take Care' has officially leaked. Even though i admit, i took part in the download. On November 15th i am still going to buy it like i planned. He deserves it, he works hard, and made one kick ass album. It's seriously the album of the year, fuck it of the decade. check it out.

This is my gorgeous boyfriend/best friend, Jack. and he is the best out there.

Nights like these..

These long, uneventful,and just very somber nights are what always get me. The time being 11:47 p.m. and all i have to keep myself company with is my computer and my thoughts, so heres what's on my mind for anyone who is reading this...I am such a difficult person, hard to understand, and impossible to read, I wish i was simple minded, but i am far from it. I hate it, it's pushed so many people away from me  because after awhile everyone just stops trying to figure me out, so they quit on me. It's a repetitive process, and i wanna do something to fix it this time, because I've found something I actually care about, something so real, and it's slipping away. I hate admitting i need something, let alone someone in this case, but I need you. We all need someone, realizing that...is the hard part doe.

new way of thinking.

I've learned one thing from life so far, that in order to have complete contentment with life, you have to accept the things you cannot change, and move on. It's possibly the hardest thing in the world to try and accomplish, and i know i haven't fully accomplished it yet either, but i do try. I believe that we all do, we all know exactly the person we should be, but we just don't know how to get there exactly. That's where having a best friend, or family, or even a boyfriend come into play, we all have to expierience life with someone. To feel complete, that's why we should all forgive quickly, love easy, and live wild.
xoxoxoxo MWAH <3

-Megan Littlefeather Hardin

So homecoming 2011, was a big success thanks to my most favorite people ever!

(from left to right) Jack, me, Laura, Mack

opening my eyes.

Just yesterday, i lost my bestfriends. I only had 3, but i felt like that's all i needed, they were my ride or dies, my girls, the realest people i knew, or so i thought. In fact, they're the three most selfish people I've ever met and let alone mean, and just flat out cold hearted, but they can't be too much at fault because I am the one that used to hang out with them, I never knew that everyone saw me just like them. I am actually embarassed, incredibly. You never really know people, until there is a test of their loyalty in you life, i needed them and they were nowhere to be found. My friends meant a lot to me, and i guess the worst part is knowing they were never really friends at all, just pepole who were there. I have a lot to think about and awhile to build back up to a full trusted friendship with someone else, but i had had enough this time, I needed to let them go, I've learned that just because someone has always been there the longest, doesn't mean they're always supposed to be there. Life is full of new begininngs and connections. It's true nothing lasts forever, and in this case it's for the better.
-Megan Littlefeather Hardin